COOKIE!!!!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHA

Draw with Me

2010-10-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

.......

2010-08-22T03:43:00.002+08:00

Don't know what to do anymore
feel so lost...

I can feel it coming closer
but I don't want it to take anybody else

Please stop walking of into the darkness...
Please come back

Please find your way back to Him...

Just you and me...

2010-07-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

"When will I be able to hear you after these years I once heard you but that time has passed and I can't seem to recognize you anymore....... I just want to hear you once again" A message to....

"You are the most caring person that I have ever met and cared for me and if you left, things just wouldn't be the same, I'm sorry for being selfish, I was wrong to keep myself from telling you this and I'm sorry.....
I pray that no matter what happens to you, You'll continue to follow God's everlasting plan just for you, and you're right it was wrong to think that you could do it alone, I just want to support you from now on"

I still Love YOU with all my heart.... Joel

So it begins....

2010-06-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

Ello again,
-was working on drawing,
-will be strangling the tag board for it's many advertisements
-currently blogging

so this week wasn't too great but will continue prasin the Lord

"Thanks Joel for the talk that we had" :)

Random thought of the day:I wonder what my wabbits are thinking about right now.

sayonara

Ohayo

2010-06-05T04:27:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
just when I thought I finally killed you Mr.Blog
you somehow revive yourself.
nevermind I'll kill you someday >:)

I might as well blod since I haven't blog for a long time and since I have my com might as well use it cause I'm doing Edwin's card anyway

Random thought of the day : I wonder how it feels like to be run over by a car

I think my body is falling apart cause now and then I sometimes feel so tired that I feel like fainting
and also the nosebleeds.

nothin much been hapenin

School ?

2010-04-23T02:55:00.002+08:00

I've always wondered what it would be like to go to school,
yet I will never have the chance to do so.

What is it like to go to school?
What is it like to sit in class?
What is it like to listen to the teacher that is actually there?
What is it like to meet your friends everyday just to fool around and chat?
What is it like to bring a friend to Christ?
What is it like to do projects and presentation with friends and people?
And so many more "what is it like"s
So what is it like?

Sometimes I wish I could just start my life again and go to a regular school and make new friends and just lead a normal life until I meet Christ and then lead someone else to Christ,
but what's the point of wishing?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

If only things could be different.

"It's time to live a life that pleases you."

2010-03-22T02:47:00.000+08:00

Hi
first of all I want to say sorry cause I'm up so late but it's cause I was researching about something.

so I haven't blogged in a while, but it's cause I haven't use my com for quite awhile so sorry:P

I don't really know but I think I'm taking people for granted and because of that I never do anything to help or reach out to them. So if you think you are one of them I just want to say I'm sorry.

Today and last week's sermon really got me thinking about shepherding so I've tried and observe how people sheperd their sheep, and now I really think sometimes we sheep take them for granted,
cause sheperds really try to the best of their abilitys to help us,
But we wander away and places of danger and darkness until we be come so lost yet we sometimes blame our sheperds for our actions.

well that was sort of what was on my mind, the rest is like jumbled up:P

I also want to try to learn to draw (not like draw kiddish things, but to really draw).

well BYE :)

Huggy :)

2010-02-19T01:09:00.002+08:00

Sorry never post for a long time

If you're wondering why I put this wallpaper It's because of two reasons

1.I've been thinking how much a hug really means to a person, but it varies on the persons life so for me I guess it means quite alot.

2.Please don't think any less of me for posting this, but I actually dreamed that I was a girl,
yes, I know its weird when you are an opposite gender in a dream but it felt so real,
I can't really remember much but at the beginning of the dream I remember walking past a dog that I saved from some guys torturing it.
Then a few years passed and I gave it away to some guy.(lame right)

Well at the end I was hugged by that same guy and that's the end.

In the morning I felt really weird when I woke up.
Oh well.

Happy Days

2010-01-30T00:04:00.002+08:00

This week was ok,
but I just keep thinking about the people that are leaving the cell
it feels like its tearing me up from the inside.

so today had to go with my brother to his/My old/ cell

at first I didn't feel like going but in the end my parents forced me to go with him
(we got lost but the cell leader picked ud up :)

But in the end it was a good thing that I did go, because it took my mind of things.
Going to My old cell really takes me back to when things were so much simpler,
But I'm glad that I'm in such a great cell:)

I'll post the pics some other time.

Clip?

2010-01-21T15:19:00.006+08:00

ummm.....
HI?

sorry don't really know what to write

I've been trying to write a story:)
"although its not really going so well"

my blog looks very DEAD X(

I shall not go through with writing what happen last week cause not much actually happened except the Heidi Baker event, But I don't really want to talk about that
"and justin stop looking" :P

last night was kind of funny though cause I asked my sister for a hair clip "don't ask" then she gave me one which looked very girly >_>
but unfortunately I actually put it on

and she immediately started laughing at me
*sighs*how demoralizing

nevermind cause it works anyway cause I want the hair of my face for now :)

bye cause I have nothing else to say.

I'm Sorry

2010-01-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

Why why why

I tried to help yet it feels like I'm making it worse.

one of the things that hurt me more then ever is seeing another like me

but please don't ever think your alone cause I've watched you yet there was something about you I knew God would do in your life.
Yet now I see how the devil works slowly creeping in and then trying to destroy you from the inside.

just know I will be there praying for you..

"How many others will he take from you God"

I know I'm young but God doesn't care about your age just how far you'll go for him.

am I willing?

in one year I've seen the cell change and me too.
some for the better and some for the worse.

One of the things I'm most proud of is my sister.
I always thought she would give in,
But she was the one who changed the most and for that I'm happy.

Happy New Year

2010-01-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

Ello This My New Blog :)
(I'm testing it so if you see this that means I haven't deleted it yet sorry)